Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I'm writing for myself

I'm writing for myself because I've set the privacy of this blog as "only readers that are invited by me can read". Why you ask? I don't know. I've been trying to keep my thoughts private. I'm trying to explore my spiritual path and grow and need to do it by myself first and foremost. I'll open again when I feel ready. It's not easy.... I haven't post in the past months because I was going thought a rough time and just didn't wanted the whole world to know. eh? I know, weird huh??? 

God has sent me a friend though my journey. You know how I didn't even considered myself Catholic anymore because of soo many disagreement with the Institution? And it's true, many things within the Institution are painful for me. 

But I met a terrific young woman at a Diocesan meeting and we clicked. She's a woman of faith and we've been  having great discussions and it's helping me and I can vent, exchange my opinions, discuss these subjects.  I don't know where this will take me but I have faith in God that he will take me where he wants me and where I'll be at peace and happy.

College is? Well, grades are awesome, I work my butt off but I don't enjoy it but I've been applying for another degree for fall 09 and if it doesn't work out, I've got a plan B and a plan C. But I'm stressing out with money and finances and it's quite painful but whatever. In God I trust, nothing more I can do....

I'll be back, I'll be back and I'm very grateful for my new friend, she is too. I'm grateful for the people in my life too. Thinking of each and every of you in my thoughts and prayers. 


Vixen said...

I am glad you are writing for yourself. Always make yourself your number one priority!

Thanks for letting me in too. I have missed you.

Much love

Vixen said...

How are you? Just checking in to see how things are going. I miss you!