Friday, September 21, 2007

Way too effin deep thought for a Friday night!

lol Seriously! It's not 23h00, I'm not drunk but damn my thoughts are profound.

If XYZ didn't happen to me, I wouldn't be who I am today.It made me this strong person. But I also chose to transform it into something creative, something full of life. It was a "Marvelous misfortune" says Boris Cyrulnik when he speaks of the concept of resilience. We as humans can be creator of life when terrible shit happens.

Two years ago I was the shadow of who I am today, which isn't bad, it's just a fact. It's sad but nothing that couldn't be fixed as you can see. mrgreen

On a lighter topic, the cruise ship was somewhat big (not huge), the people were nice but I didn't feel the "magic" connection with the visitors. Was it my fault? Maybe?! I was tired, had a long day, I was also more than prepared, happy to be there. No one was rude, they were nice, interested but the "magic" connection, the little click that makes human interaction different wasn't there. confused But no one pissed in my Cheerios! lol The weather was magnificent, just in the 80s F, not windy at ALL, just awesome.

TFB and SW joined me very early, parishioners came. We were close a little before 16h00 because the cruise ship left a little earlier than planned. We went to the park parallel to the shore and look at the ship leaving. The weather was nice, we met with many local people. (Duh!) I believed I was done, I even said there's "no fucking way I'd be leaving my place tonight" but after a shower, a drink, an hour in my jammies I went with friends at The Coffee Place. I'm actually not hard to convince when I had a shower and food in my stomach. I'm a cheap whore eh?

I'm sleeping in late tomorrow morning. I think I'll close the ring on the phone so I'm not bothered if someone calls. I need to relax. I don't have to go home because I stopped at the grocery store on my way back home.

My plans for the "after" are being done, they will include a "Go back to school for an intensive year and get a permanent job after". smile

What are your plans for this weekend? How was your week?

It's 5 in the morning

I'm up, it's not easy to be up that early because I like to sleep in but it's for such a good reason. Cruise Ship

Just so you guys know, there are negatives sides to working in a parish but soo many positive ones.Human nature is what it is may it be inside of a church, an accounting office or an aluminium plant. If you know what I mean. mrgreen

Off for coffee and get myself ready! mrgreen I'll post later today when I get back home.